Ephemeral
Poetry Collection: Whispers of the Soul
Explication:
Amid a severe depressive episode, a time when the shadows of my past mistakes seemed to loom larger than life, 'Ephemeral - Shadows of Regret' was born. This poem, along with the first few in this collection, was not just an artistic endeavor; it was a lifeline. As I grappled with the overwhelming urge to end my suffering, haunted by the 'ghosts' of my regrets and the taunting voices of despair, it was the sudden, almost ethereal whisper of 'Poetry' that pulled me back from the brink.
The act of authoring these poems became a form of salvation, a means to channel the tumultuous sea of emotions into words. Each verse served as a step away from the edge, a gentle guide leading me back to a place of relative calm and safety. The spectral figures that once urged me toward destruction transformed under my pen into guides, teaching me, through the process of creation, the power of self-forgiveness and the possibility of redemption.
Revisiting these poems now evokes a flood of emotions, a testament to their raw authenticity and the depth of the despair they helped me transcend. They are more than just compositions; they are fragments of a soul's journey through darkness into a state of fragile, yet hopeful, light.
In sharing this background, I invite readers to see 'Ephemeral - Shadows of Regret' not just as a lyrical expression, but as a snapshot of a pivotal moment in my life. It is my hope that this poem, borne of personal turmoil, can resonate with others who have faced their own ghosts, offering a sense of companionship and understanding in their journey.
The title 'Ephemeral - Shadows of Regret' combines two evocative concepts. 'Ephemeral' refers to things that are transient, existing only briefly. This word captures the fleeting nature of moments, emotions, and even regrets. 'Shadows of Regret,' on the other hand, conjures images of lingering sadness and a wistful sense of what has passed. When brought together, these phrases paint a picture of the temporary yet impactful nature of our regrets — like shadows, they may not last forever, but they can leave a profound impression while they linger.